I'm not good at blogging anymore. I've been wracking my brain for weeks...months....years maybe of something to write. I don't have any real profound things to say.....Someday I'll have kids or be involved in something crafty and then everyone will beg me to stop posting rather than the other way around. No one will have time to read all my ramblings and it'll be so funny.

Now that I've wasted everyone's time. I'll go back to thinking about a real post.

Windows 7

I was informed I needed to post more....the most recent thing that has happened is that I just got my Windows 7 uploaded onto my computer. So we'll see how that works out...I have yet to be converted to Mac's. But maybe, in the future. We'll see how life goes. As for right now I'm just chillin' in life.

Job Hunting

This is how I roll when I go to find a job.  I just put on the hat...............

Put on the shades (fact: from my Grandpa Wilson)

And away I go until the car stops

But I know I got one job but I'm not sure I want that one, so I am waiting for the other ones to contact me.  I only applied at 3 places so we'll see how it goes.  
I only took me 2 months to finally get myself into gear.  But now that I'm in gear, I hope to hit a high gear and speed all the way to the finish line.   whahahaha.

The WINDY DAY family pictures

This is just the kids in the family in order and my parents are at the one end.

These are all my nieces and nephews and we have 3 on the way

And this is the big family group picture.  I'm the odd one---the only one without a spouse....haha

Home

I was watching a movie the other day which said something similar to this "I enjoy coming home more after I have been to a strange place." And the strange places she was referring to were the experiences she had faced in her life and not the destinations she had traveled. I am so grateful for growing up in a home where I could just come home to and relax after a challenging day. Where I knew people loved me and I loved them. And I didn't have to do or be anything special for them to be my friend.

And even now, just being home has taken on a whole new special meaning for me.

What I'm Thinking

I miss the ocean. I miss being hot and sweaty all the time especially when I sleep. I miss not caring about tomorrow and always focusing on the here and now. I miss having someone around 24/7. I miss serving and forgetting about myself.

But I'm so grateful for the pest control and being clean. I am so grateful for my agency and the opportunity I get to make hard choices and then deal with the consequences. I am especially grateful for my family.


Life is endless so I will take yesterday with me today, never forgetting what she gave me, and I will make a better tomorrow. LEARN and move forward not backwards to become who you truly are. For a life lived with regrets is unnecessary.

I don't have a camera any more, so this is the best photo you will get right now. But this is me the last four days when I was working at this place. Feeding and helping people. These are my scrubs. haha. I didn't do so well sometimes. This man threw up while I was feeding him. I decided I can handle blood more than I can do throw up and diapers. ;)